You left me
Lied to me
And went to sleep knowing you did all this to me
Yet I am here
I know I shouldn’t love you anymore
Since you don’t even know if you truly loved me
I didn’t want to become “those” girls
But here I am
Everything reminds me of you
Everywhere I go I wish you were there
Where are you know?
What do you do?
I’ve heard things
But it’s so strange
I don’t know you anymore
Did I ever?
I shouldn’t be missing you
Cause I know you’re not missing me
We were supposed to create many more memories
But now I guess, in trying to replace you
To distract myself
But I can’t
I can’t forget you just yet
I thought I was getting better
But am I getting worse?
I keep hoping you will change your mind
That you will come clean
That you will come to me and say you regret it all
That you missed me so much
But that’s horrible, wishful thinking